I am actually happy today. Even though I got locked out of my own house and had to wait for awhile xD. Thanksgiving is coming and I school is becoming more manageable. My AP Chinese grade is going up slowly, but Trig is really hard for me. I'm doing recovery and I studied for my test tomorrow. So tomorrow I shall see how I do on my test. Why is the class that I am not doing well in Trig? Math for me is always just on and off for some reason. I'll probably have to end up going to summer school....and then GPC. God damn it why do I fail so hard at life? Hmm I don't want to break my dad's promise.

Well the relationship with Liz and I is better then before. Recently she has shown me a lot of affection and I am loving it. She has never shown me this side of her since until this recently. Liz also told me that she thinks I like her only a little bit? When I heard it I was blown out of my mind. Lizzzzz how could you think I can like you only just a little bit? I try to prove myself to you however and whenever I can, but it does not seem like it's doing much unfortunately. When you said that you were afraid of me going to college because of the other girls, it shocked me. In my eyes you are a strong person and for you to actually say that meant a lot to me.

I promise you that I will show you how much I really do like you. You should tell me more about your feelings instead of just bottling them up. I feel like when you did tell me it can make our relationship stronger because it's always me just telling you things instead of you. This journal might seems kind of bland today unfortunately. Well anyways I have to end it. I can't wait to hang out with you Liz, it is going to be a great day :].